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Posted on: Saturday, June 21, 2008
Posted at: 5:56 PM
Fatima & _skulduggery.

Hi (: How're you?


Pretty glum. Schoo's starting soon. And it seems all my school peers are outrageously dumb, even for 11 year olds. -sigh-.

Really? Summer vacation just started for me.

I know how you feel...but it's with 13,14, and 15 years olds.

yeah, while the whole world's started to celebrate, here in Singapore everyone's packing their bags xD
Oh well, at least my Chinese teacher resigned.
and Yeah. But with my classmates, everyone thinks it's so cool to be 'emo' when they have no idea what it means. They just wear their parent's mascara to school, and go, " OMG LOOKIT me im 3mo kewl yeaaaa! "
I think I'm going to die.

Dang. And they're 11? Over here to be cool you just have to be outgoing (:

Don't worry. You'll live =D

True...then there's the occasional ray of sunlight, like people who don't go "You're so childish" when you tell them you still watch The Lion King, or people who know how to Roleplay, or those who share the love of n00b-hunting. So yes, maybe I will live xD

Yeah I know. It's ridiculous. You'll find people that think about all of it the same way, I'm positive.


I've found a few already. Problem is, I don't know them in real life. My online friends are geniuses compared to my classmates. It's a bit pathetic when you think about it, but oh well

(( Namely: Risa, one of my very best friends. <3 ))

Nah. I've heard that on here I sound pretty smart, but I'm a total moron in real life :] haha

True...The impression you give off online and offline can vary drastically. Someone once thought I was seventeen, for crying out loud. @_@

True.

I did, too xD

In any case all I dread about going back to school is the teachers, the punishment, etc. I don't mind HW, the fun I have with my buddies cancels out the horribleness about schoolwork, but... Gosh I have had SO much drama in school for the last few years. Me, the holy angel, the bloody saint, racked up so many black marks in such a short time. Dx Twice I went to the discipline mistress. So now I'm like, always watching my back in case she comes back with her whip. Painful.

Hoply crud. They beat you? That's sad and disgusting...

If anything, it's not the discipline mistress who beats people, It's the principal. And no, I didn't really get beaten, but what I got was ( in my opinion ) much, much worse. My mother got really disappointed in me, ( " you don't do those sort of things, Christie. " ) I cried in front of a bunch of small KIDS, and they came out of the classroom and looked at me as if I was some kind of escaped zoo animal. ( " hey look Josh, she got another one! " ) I'd rather be beaten. I know one who did get beaten, though.

THAT was sad and disgusting. My case was more like pathetic and humiliating. xD

Oh.

I'm sorry.

It's nice that you think that way. I couldn't care less about what my mom thinks of me.

Nah it's fine. I went up the bus that day ( I got 'arrested' for apparently bullying a boy, what the? ) , saw the boy, asked cheerfully, " You got any idea what kind of trouble you got me into, Daniel? "
He just shrugged and smiled apologetically, " Sorry. Mum wrote the letter..."
Hard to believe we're still friends xD
Well, a while ago I wouldn't either. Mother was nice. But she annoyed me almost every day. Then I realized I was always happy by her side so I try to please her whenever I can. P:

Haha. What happened? Why did his mom think you beat him up?

ahh. Good point, but with my mom it's a whole 'nother story :]

Can't really remember. I think I gave him a slap or something? I learned from bitter experience that Daniel is the opposite of thick-skinned. Meant to be a friendly slap. The crazy fellow ran home crying is what I heard. :/ Umm. Anyway that happened a year ago. I'm not sure how the whole story goes anymore. I've been trying to erase it from my memory since.

Wow. Poor guy. Poor you.


xDD Well, now that it's long over, I've been trying to convince myself, " This situation changed you for the better! "

Still...It's hard to see how. I mean, the Discipline Mistress could make me cry in 5 seconds, goodnessss.


(( I still can't see how. ))

It probably did.

I used to be like that. My teachers used to make me cry after a few minutes. I learned how to get over it.

Yeah. But one of the worst things, the whole thing continued right into Teacher's Day and the mistress scolded me for, like, making her angry on that day? Excuse me? Nobody has the ability to make you happy without your permission.

I have TONS of teachers like that x)

There's at least 4-7 of them that hate me for no reason or for getting them angry =P

They have issues. -sagely nod-



The fact I could talk about 'the incident' is proof of time's magical healing powers.



So, all said and done, I love my life <3