I suppose I should say why I made this blog, even though I am the only one who can read it.

For years, I've had things I could never say to another person. Ever.

For example, the fact that I know about the world vs homosexuality, and why I had quite a tough time talking myself out of abandoning Christianity because of it.

I think only Risa knows about this. I'm not sure.

Jereld knows, but I told him because personally, I needed to tell someone. He, being a boy, of course just laughed and called me a homo. ( one word: bastard. )

So, thus, a blog, where I share everything I know and think is worth sharing.

I hope my parents know how to find this if and when I die. It's more or less like a Will anyway.


Morbid, huh? you have no idea how being an only child and make you like that...