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It's the last day...Of the holidays.
Posted on: Sunday, June 22, 2008
Posted at: 5:42 PM
this blows ass.

>.< << that is how I feel right now.

or, specifically speaking, I feel like I should be doing something, but I just CAN'T. the day isn't going too well either.

In Click Here, Erin Swift always writes lists P: Listing down the good, the bad, and the worst. I suppose I'll give it a go. Might make me think clearer, and stop me from running like a headless chicken.

Things that give me hope :)
I have just finished the last of my piano lessons.
i can meet my friends again
my teacher just resigned

Things that freak me out >.<
school is starting. I might screw up ( again ).
teachers, homework, enemies,
i am going through a period of mild self-loathing
my wmm is messing up. Big time.



In situations like this, I'd run up a friend, forget my troubles, and feel pretty good. But Risa isn't here. When I need a person to talk to, and she's not here, the situation doesn't get better.

Moral of the story: I need more friends.

In any case, we'll see if I survive tomorrow. Or if they'll have to come and claim my body because I died of Freak Out.