Well, since Esther wrote that and therefore tagged the unfortunate reader of her blog, ( aka me ), I suppose I shall do this. x3

1. What's the most scandalous thing you've done?
Oh mannnn.

Oh man. Scandalous? EHHH... I really don't know? I slapped a boy once. Does that count?

Oh wait! I knoooow! The Venzeno incident, where the nasty punk Venzeno Lee walked into a GIRL'S ROOM AND I JUST CAME OUT OF THE MOTHERFUCKING SHOWER AND -

*ahem*.

2. Who is in your heart?
God's been knocking for a while, but I only just let him into the guest room of my heart. I don't know why, but somehow I'm not sure if I'm ready to show him the living room.

And my mother, and my father, and my friends, Jamie, Michelle, Cassandra, Gerald, you and you, and everyone I've ever met, there's enough room for all.

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
For some aspects, yes, I'm confident to a fault.

But most of the time...No.
4. Who is the person that you confide in?
This blog, but then again, a blog isn't a person so...


5. Are you satisfied with yourself?
I am completely satisfied with myself and where my life takes me. My choices haven't been perfect but it's all going to fall into place. You'll see.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?

The love of my loved one <3
Oh wait...You can't lose what you don't have. Um. In that case,the love of everyone who's ever loved me.

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
People can love God for eternity. That is possible. Anything else? Yes, it's possible, but it's as rare as...As the rarest disease you can contract. And for the most part, usually it's just one person loving another, and the said another doesn't return the favor.

8. Have you ever broken someone's heart so badly that he tried to commit suicide?
I wish that when that day comes ( and heaven forbid it will), I can change his mind.

9. What do you like about yourself?
Evvverrrythinnggggg.♥

10. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?

a guy who can accept homosexuals freely. And, even if he doesn't, accept at least my opinions freely. A guy who accepts anybody and everybody, with no racial or sexual walls dividing him.

A friendly personality. I don't need a strong silent type, heck, I want one who will just quietly sit by my side and cuddle me and spend quiet nights by the fire. Or by anywhere.


11. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
...Well, that depends. Does it include the acquaintanceship disguised as a friendship? If not, then yes.

12. Do you treasure your family?
Yesss. Damnit yesss.

13. What do you dislike the most?

Racism. Those assholes who can't spell, and those who have something against homos. Bitches and bastards, I can ignore. I can tolerate.

But homophobic people...Just no. >.<

14. Who do you hope to be always there for you?

...I hope...Well...Jesus...And my loved one. =)

15. What do you regret most in life?


...Nothing I think. I think that, even if I had regrets, it's all just a small part of the big picture yet to come.

16. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eyes?

Someone they can share secrets with: Check. Claire told me who she likes :]
Someone who can make them laugh: Check. I am the clown of the party. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing, but heck.
Someone they can trust: Che - no. I don't know yet.

17. Do you love your friends?
Yes.

18. Which date do you remember the most?

Hm. Let me get back to you on that.

Uh...The one where I got bitch'd by Mrs Habeeb.

And...And a really lovely campervan trip a few years ago.

And...AND... -breath intake-

No that's it.

19. If you have a dream you'd want to come true, what would it be?

To find a shoulder I can cry on. A human shoulder is fine, but what I want is Jesus' shoulder. I want to feel it someday.

20. If you could travel in time and return to a phase of your life, which phase would it be and why?

... well...I want to see my childhood. You know, before I was nine years old. I want to see what my mother did for me. I know what she did, she's awesometastic, but I want to see it =)
21. Whose friendships do you most treasure?

Michelle. Jamie. Claire. Gerald. Cassandra. Mum.

God.

And you. and you and you and you and yes, you too.