Dear God, I pray for Nicholas. May he wake up his idea and not jump. :) Oh, and may he also win his love's affections.

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The Unforgiven says:
Oh and yes i am bi

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
oh?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
and when did you discover that you were bi?

The Unforgiven says:
y?

The Unforgiven says:
pri 4

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
oh?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
WHAT HAPPPENED 8D

The Unforgiven says:
obviously i have issues

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
lol tell me EVERYTHING

The Unforgiven says:
I liked a gurl and a guy...

The Unforgiven says:
kinda obviouse

The Unforgiven says:
i miss u

The Unforgiven says:
...

The Unforgiven says:
i hafta takea shower talk in a few

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
okay...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Yeah go take your shower I'll still be here.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Well not really HERE but yeah you get my point ^^"

The Unforgiven says:
...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
ARGH

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
MOM JUST CAME INTO THE ROOM

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
WTF AND THEN MY SPEAKERS STARTED BLARING WITH MOTHERFUCKING MUSIC.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
so embarrassing xD

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
anyway...Tell Jamie and Jeelian I miss them, okay...?

The Unforgiven says:
Im back

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
wah shower that fast>

The Unforgiven says:
yep

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
heh

The Unforgiven says:
im more gay than bi..

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
oh? Say, who was the guy you liked?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
yeah girls aren't that awesome. If I was a guy I would DEFINITELY be gay ;D You're not alone.

The Unforgiven says:
none of ur biz

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
oh COME ON

The Unforgiven says:
in sec school

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I probably won't ever see you again so I don't have the chance to hamtam you about it

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
wtfffff you're not in sec school.

The Unforgiven says:
i know

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...

The Unforgiven says:
he is sec 4

The Unforgiven says:
he is like extended family

The Unforgiven says:
he is so cute

The Unforgiven says:
send u his pic

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
how do you know him?

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The Unforgiven says:
extended family

The Unforgiven says:
...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
wait so he is kind of your RELATIVE?

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The Unforgiven says:
kinda

The Unforgiven says:
Oh FYI his name is Joel nickname Jacob


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The Unforgiven says:
...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
So you're guilty of SODOMY -AND- INCEST.


Wow.

The Unforgiven says:
incest??

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Congratulations!

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
sorry computer screwy next time send picture okay?

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The Unforgiven says:
try again

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The Biscuit Brigade / says:
yeah incest

The Unforgiven says:
incest??

The Unforgiven says:
means what??

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
it's like, Christianity doesn't like love between relatives

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The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I think it only said CLOSE relatives but wtfever lah.

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The Biscuit Brigade / says:
fuckkk.

The Unforgiven says:
he is not related to me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
oh

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
then just sodomy.

The Unforgiven says:
he is so hot

The Unforgiven says:
hey !!

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
hahaha

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
What? Sodomy is basically gayness. It's retarded that gayness is a crime, seriously.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Gayness is awesomeness.

The Unforgiven says:
got mysoace??

The Unforgiven says:
*myspace

The Unforgiven says:
he is juz so hot

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
hahaha

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Ehh,

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
nah, not today.

The Unforgiven says:
i even had him in my dreams

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
o.o

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
holy fuck. What did you do to him /in your dreams/>

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
?

The Unforgiven says:
I hugged him and he hugged me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
that's it?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
no fucking?


Damn.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
x3 Joking!

The Unforgiven says:
i wrapped my arms around his waist an dtold him i liked him

The Unforgiven says:
no those are in my fantasies

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
awwwww.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
SO who's the girl you liked?

The Unforgiven says:
you

The Unforgiven says:
....jk

The Unforgiven says:
..jk

The Unforgiven says:
,,,jk on the second jk

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...So who's the REAL person?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
wtf eh.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
TELL ME THE TRUTH LAH GOSHDARNIT.

The Unforgiven says:
...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
wait. Were you P4 when you met me?

The Unforgiven says:
don't tell u

The Unforgiven says:
nope

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
No?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I thought you were P4 that time.

The Unforgiven says:
it was this angmoh gurl

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
ewww. Ang Mohs are blah.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I prefer Chinese guys ^^

The Unforgiven says:
yep hate her know

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
ah.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Yeah, being gay's better.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Guys are better, in general.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Of course, that doesn't apply to EVERYONE... *coughlikeyoucoughhack*

The Unforgiven says:
hot muscular chests with cute baby faces smiling at u

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
o.o

The Unforgiven says:
lovely

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
that is scary.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Have you told your parents that you're gay?

The Unforgiven says:
duh. no.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
will you ever?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Listen, most parents don't like their kids being gay.

The Unforgiven says:
i know

The Unforgiven says:
telling when i am 18

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
So well...If in the future, your parents don't like it either...Just rerember that idiots like me won't mind :)

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I know

The Unforgiven says:
than they must allow me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I'm not gay myself. That makes me guility relieved, actually.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Of course after meeting Jamie I wonder if I'm les but ah I'll spare myself xD

The Unforgiven says:
Joel has this cute babyish face and he is quite tall and he has these really hot arms , chest and stomach

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Do you intend to tell him this anytime soon? xD

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
how often do you see him?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
and...Do you know if he feels the same way about you?

The Unforgiven says:
1) christmas 2) often 3) no

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
ah.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
WAIT.

You are going to tell him this on CHRISTMAS? o.o

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
And just HOW do you intend to do that, Mr Lovesick hotshot?

The Unforgiven says:
drag him out of the Xmas party bring him to a roof topv and tell him

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
pfft. And then he will say, "OMG FAGGOT," and push you off the roof.

The Unforgiven says:
actually i plan to jump of if he is like that

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
xD

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
hahaha...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
No, seriously...Is that really what you want to do?

The Unforgiven says:
yep

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Aiyah TELL ME THE WHOLE STORY. How does he like ya?

The Unforgiven says:
i figure suicide is better than him hating me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Really?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Nicholas, really?

The Unforgiven says:
yep

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
SUICIDE?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
oh GOD, SUICIDE?

The Unforgiven says:
um ya

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...God Nicholas I'm serious.

The Unforgiven says:
i figure that hell is better thsn his awkward stares and him avoiding me like i had the plague

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Suicide?

The Unforgiven says:
yep

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
wait. He stares at you awkwardly?

The Unforgiven says:
no if i tell him and he is a homo hater

The Unforgiven says:
hewould do that

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
If he is a homo hater, that is his problem. You are still YOU. You are still his FRIEND. You haven't contracted a disease or anything.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
But...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Suicide. Oh God, think about your parents. Think about your friends.

The Unforgiven says:
I ahte my family and WHAT friends??

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
me. Duh. -nudge-

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Jamie. Jeelian.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
HIM.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Wait. You hate your family.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
?! wtf!?

The Unforgiven says:
I hate being alive in general

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...Nicholas...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Dude, honestly, nothing is worth throwing away.

The Unforgiven says:
what??

The Unforgiven says:
life is

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Having a broken heart is a good sign. It means you have TRIED for something.

The Unforgiven says:
it is pointless

The Unforgiven says:
suicide...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Anyway, you know the age old advice: the best way to get over someone is probably to get under someone else ;D Find yourself another partner when you're older.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Oei. Nicholas. If you're joking with me I am SO not your friend anymore. :/

The Unforgiven says:
i don't want anyone else

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
that's what everybody thinks.

The Unforgiven says:
he is the only one i want

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
They think they've found their soul mate.

The Unforgiven says:
I am serious

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
There are plenty more fish in the ocean.

The Unforgiven says:
Ok here are the possibiltys

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Think about how he would FEEL if you died because of him.

The Unforgiven says:
1) he is gay and loves me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
He's going to have guilt gnawing at him. Forever.

The Unforgiven says:
2) he is gay but does NOT like me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
would you jump of if it was no.2?

The Unforgiven says:
3) he is straight but still is my fren

The Unforgiven says:
4) he is a homo hater and avoids me

The Unforgiven says:
jummp of it??

The Unforgiven says:
meaning what??

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I mean,

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
if it is either 2/3, will you still jump off?

The Unforgiven says:
no

The Unforgiven says:
4 than is suicide

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...But...If it's FOUR...

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Nicholas. Don't jump, WHATEVER HAPPENS. Please.

The Unforgiven says:
why allow myself the emotional torture

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
because God knows what else life has in store for you.

The Unforgiven says:
if he hates me why should i let him feel like he has a stalker

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Wait

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
loving doesn't mean stalking

The Unforgiven says:
ONE JUMP A SHORT PAIN AND BLANK

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
You are his friend. Obviously you spend time with him. That isn't stalking.

The Unforgiven says:
no more suffering no more wishing no more trying no more hope just peace and silence

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Okay. Here are the possibilities.

1. You jump. You die. Everyone feels horrible about your death.

2. You don't jump - you live. You go through depression but come out alive and start to realize the world isn't so painful after all.

The Unforgiven says:
I hate 1 and 2

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Think about all the happy times you've been through. Think about what your parents did to have a child; their sacrifices, their pain.

Think about them having their son just end all their efforts.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
well obviously. Life isn't a bed of roses.

The Unforgiven says:
suffering is not something i liive through

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
I've lived through it.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
And I'm happier now than ever before.

The Unforgiven says:
oh and what happy times?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Everyone goes through depression. {It's just your turn.} Bear that in mind.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
what do you mean? That time you beat Joshua Lee Jun Kit up? I was happy after that ;D

The Unforgiven says:
like living in a stupid world were humans are a stupid society of idiots and liars

The Unforgiven says:
yep that is sooooo happy

The Unforgiven says:
living like there is a way i can be happy when he would think im a psycho

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...

The Unforgiven says:
life sucks

The Unforgiven says:
death is calm and silent

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
Looks like I have until Christmas to convince you. Well, I now appoint myself your in-house psychiatrist. ;D I will help you deal with depression. Don't worry. I have a *invisible* license.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
no. Death stinks. No more happiness. No more YAOI D:

The Unforgiven says:
u hav forever to make ur self happy there is a possibility that i could be who i wanted to be

The Unforgiven says:
death is calm death is easy death is what i am getting if he hates me

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
This is a happy, playful universe. birds sing. flowers bloom. the sun shines. rainbows appear after the rain. butterflies emerge from cocoons. babies laugh for no reason at all. there is joy everywhere - but you must open your eyes to it, and in doing so wipe the tears away. Why end it?

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
If he hates you that is his problem, Nicholas. Don't let another's emotions control you.

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
either way, everyone is going to Heaven in the end. Heaven will always be there. But life won't. So why skip it?

The Unforgiven says:
yep this is a happy universe were people take drugs kill innocent animals kill people squash insects and break peopl hearts juz because thirer different

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
...and where friends care enough to support you, where God lives in your hearts and never forsakes you, where gay marriages are possible. Well, at least in Canada. But Canada's nice

The Unforgiven says:
b i hav eto go

The Biscuit Brigade / says:
D:

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