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Posted on: Thursday, September 25, 2008
Posted at: 9:59 AM I can't call myself a Singaporean. (At least not anymore). I also can't call myself a Kiwi. I am simply me. I am... ...Uniquely Christie. - Gawd finally I found a skin I'm happy with. I love the old one, sure, but wah lau the whole thing kept to the right it kinda annoyed me. Anyways off to go request videos to tabswolf now! (she's opening them again!!!) :D I also finally have a motto. My goal in live is to, well, achieve a state of enlightened bliss and sustain it. In case you're wondering Huh?, I can explain. Sometimes I get attacked by random shots of happiness. That happiness is better than anything you can get from being high on crack, or reaching an orgasm in sex, and it's even better than making videos/roleplaying. this is a un-related to anything, never changing, always there, eternal and internal bliss. There is a thing I say to myself, in order to, in times of darkness, remind me that the happiness is always there. It is something I learned from author Andrew Matthews. 'What do you mean the world is ending? This is a happy, playful universe. birds sing. flowers bloom. the sun shines. rainbows appear after the rain. butterflies emerge from cocoons. babies laugh for no reason at all. there is joy everywhere - but you must open your eyes to it, and in doing so wipe the tears away.' ♥ That is my mission, and it will never end. |