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(and maybe there's a god above

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Posted on: Monday, October 27, 2008
Posted at: 11:24 AM
HAH!

NO MORE STUPID CBOX! -no offence, dude-

C:

look what I found Mr Kenny's bloggggg~



'I was amazed at the lack of basic skills for most of the students. [tehnology imbeciles -hackcough-] A lot of them really struggled with setting up a heading and writing the first paragraph. At first I was really worried because they didn't seem to be engaged or interested and appeared to be just working through the motions to complete the task I set. I was really taken back and felt quite low over lunch.

Sunday 26th October, 2008

Today I went through all the Wikis and most of the Blogs. I was really impressed by Gi who has sent a message to all the students commenting on their Wikis and also by Christie who is new to our school and obviously has valuable experience with blogging. [YEAH MAN! -dances jig-]

I have decided to post instructions in the forms of stages on their Wikis.

STAGE ONE.

These are the things you need to work through. When you have completed this to the expected level please let Mr Kenny know and he will update what you are working on:

  1. Make a heading for your Wiki. You may want to add a relevant picture.
  2. Make sure you have a link to your Blog. This needs to be clear
  3. Write an introduction to your Wiki. At least one paragraph that explains why you are passionate about your chosen topic.Use a heading.
  4. Start your collection of related media. Under an appropriate heading list a mix of videos, websites, news reports, blogs, wikis and other resources. Use hyperlinks to link from your wiki to these resources. Give an explanation of these resources to inform people who visit your site.
  5. Write an entry in your Blog everytime you work on your Wiki. Date it. Record any new learning, any questions, any concerns, any frustrations, any wonderings and any general comments you like.
[Pui?! I did all that already liao! : http://room7learningnetwork.wikispaces.com/Christie]

Please ask for help if any of this is unclear, We have a number of experts in the class who can help you. [AKA ME. EXCEPT I, THE MOST CHIO PERSON OF THE BUNCH, IS LOCKED OUT. blaaah.]




Indeed.

Posted on: Sunday, October 26, 2008
Posted at: 4:05 PM

See you as a mountain


A fountain of God


See you as as a descant soul


in the setting sun


You as the sound


I’m young


There’s a place I go


When I’m alone


Do anything I want


Be anyone I wanna be


But it is us I see


And I cannot believe I’m fallin'


That’s where I’m goin'


Where are you goin'


Hold it close won’t let this go


Dream catch me, yeah


Dream catch me when I fall


Or else I won’t come back at all

-

and one two three, music.

-



Posted on: Thursday, October 23, 2008
Posted at: 4:37 PM
oh so very

cryptic;.




Reminder: Go search 'Eternal' by Evanescence.
And go talk about today's interesting stuff...aka the boys hitting on me.


The Story & From Yesterday: TLK (Simba) /30 Seconds to Mars


Violet
- TLK 2, Kiara/Kovu (The Birthday Massacre)

Reminder: Go toilet. Now.


Posted on: Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Posted at: 4:53 PM
The Lion King - The Story (Simba)


The Lion King 2 - We Are (Simba - Outlanders)


-

"quiet, i'm reminiscing.'













I miss Michelle.


moar plz






lol. Esther's always so shy.


reminiscing over pictures of reminiscing people
lol. Cute. (anti-feilunhai I know what you're gonna say: that I'm going lesbian.

The only reply I have to that is: bah. C: )


I shall now switch to talk about something else:

The fact that BOYS ARE HITTING ON ME.

Well, maybe not exactly, but...

I heard their conversation long before they came near enough for me to actually see the pimples on their faces. They were reiterating the incident. Aka, 'Notworkin! LOLLOLOL'.

boys.

I turned around. They laughed, and settled into chairs right behind me.

The group of males in front of me started having a conversation, their hushed whispers way too loud.

'Hey, is he...She...Eh, guy or girl?'

I blew my invading black bangs back from my forehead, as if that would work. As if seeing my eyes would tell those dumbasses that I am a female.

Nope.

They squinted at me.

'Do I even look like a guy?' I asked, annoyed.

They didn't respond, shrugging and turning away.

That's hitting? you might be thinking. You call that hitting?

Oh no, I respond. Definitely not. THIS is what I call hitting:

One guy, clad in a checked white jacket, turned to me. 'Hey, weren't you the dude -'

'I'm a girl,' I snapped, exasperated. 'Not a dude.'

The guy ignored me, making 'that's her!' gestures to his friend sitting across him.

Then, of course, he proceeded to woo/amuse me.

'Heeeeeeeeeeey,' he tried. I rolled my eyes.

'Y'know,' he attempted, 'if I could arrange the alphabet, I'd put you and me together.'

'Oh please. Don't you have anything original?'

'Certainly,' he said, unperturbed. 'Hey, you must be tired - cuz' you've been running in my mind all day.'

I groaned, but I was interested. I hadn't heard that one before. His friend laughed heartily.

When it was time to go, this blonde guy came up to me with a coupla his cronies.

'Hey I lost my phone number. Can I have yours?' He inquired, causing mass gigglezation from his buddies.

'What?' I replied, a bit disoriented. 'Wha - oh just shut up!'


-

And today Robbie helped me pack my oil pastels. Oh goody.

Posted on: Saturday, October 18, 2008
Posted at: 2:04 PM
Howdy all.

Not sure why I always use Howdy now when I greet people but I do now. Must be some cowboy-ish Brokeback influence stuff.

Of course, I'm only bantering to distract myself from more serious, pressing matters. But that's another story.

Right now I shall banter some more. About school.


Raroa.

Wtfever the name means, I quite like the school. As for the question of GUYS...

Well there's this Korean one. And as you know, I've always wanted to learn Korean. His name is Gi.

There's another one, I think he's hitting on me. When I fell down he asked if I was alright. Before I could answer, Jannat went all 'OOOLALA~'.

Also there's this guy. When I was walking along with Nakisha and Mary Lou, he came across our path, turned to his friend, said, 'watch this.'

Then he turned to us (me, specifically), and went all 'Heeeeeeeeeyyy, ;D"

And I was like, 'Not working, dude.'

And then for Maths we had a class exchange student swap thing, so I went to Rm 2. HIS Class. He said, 'omg, you!' and proceeded to reiterate what happened. Everyone laughed. The teacher was like, 'Well Christie, Welcome to Raroa, I'm sorry you had to deal with Kaylen already...'

I think my awesome level just boosted.

OK, the thing is gnawing at my soul so I will now tell you what happened today.

Nay, I shall show you...

-

The Unforgiven says:
4 am

The Unforgiven says:
not tired

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
feeling better? ):

The Unforgiven says:
no

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
wow. 4 am. Why not tired? \

The Unforgiven says:
insomnia

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
oh dear...

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
any other symtompms besides vomitting and insomnia?

The Unforgiven says:
the guy i like is not gay

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
how do you know? :/

The Unforgiven says:
i feel like killing myself

The Unforgiven says:
i asked himcasually

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
no no no. Tell me what happpeeeennnnneeeddddd.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
When? When did you meet him?

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Hey. Nicholas...?

You have just sent a nudge.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
What did he say? What did you do? Are you still alive?

The Unforgiven says:
yes

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Good God.

The Unforgiven says:
i talked to him onn msn

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Ok...

The Unforgiven says:
we were joking around

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
and?

The Unforgiven says:
i asked him y doesn't he rape me ( i will explain when it is not a god-forsaken hour)

The Unforgiven says:
he said he was not gay

The Unforgiven says:
i wrote my will and my good bye letters already

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
oh wait Nicholas.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Look, I really don't want to do this, but I have to go eat breakfast.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
You hang on there, don't go, I'll be back. Seriously. I'm a fast eater.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
back!

The Unforgiven says:
wow

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Looooook, even if he's not gay, he didn't say he hates you.

The Unforgiven says:
i realli like him

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
And even if he does hate you - so what? You can't please anyone

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Yes, I know the feeling.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Rejection is powerful and painful.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
But Love is stronger than that.

The Unforgiven says:
i feel hollow

The Unforgiven says:
empty

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
And I'll give you some Love! Aw come on the world isn't ending.

The Unforgiven says:
i prefered it when i did not know

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
True. Some people hide from the truth because it fricking hurts.

The Unforgiven says:
i was happy with restlessness and anxiety

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
well... now you know.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Nicholas, it's a sad thing that he wasn't gay, but hey - life is still here. There are plenty more fish in the ocean AND you have your whole life laid out for you.

The Unforgiven says:
life sux

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Life is full of ups and downs - like a roller coaster. Might as well stick around for the whole ride if you have a free ticket from God.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Life is only what you perceive it. YOU give life meaning.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
If you think your life sucks, so it will be. If you believe life is wonderful, so it will be.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
If you think life is a terminal sexually-transmitted disease, then so it shall be.

The Unforgiven says:
ill take STD

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
lol.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Look at me. I've gotten a lot of kicks in my lifetime. You have no idea how much suckiness I've endured for eleven years. I'm not a abused child or anything, but...

The Unforgiven says:
my life is basiclly alienation

The Unforgiven says:
i nvr fit in perfectly

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
I've gotten rejected a fair amount of times, unfairly treated, scolded, yelled at, discriminated, kicked at, left to bleed...taken away from my home against my own will...

The Unforgiven says:
i was always not human in my eyes

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
And I still say my life rocks - It does.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
then what are you? A god? xD

The Unforgiven says:
while guys would go and play i lingered with a book

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
well, I prefer guys like that. Pfft. Sweaty ones stink >_< style="font-weight: bold;">

'Christie, just....stop....please....*sigh*....just stop."

And the last word drew out longer than a sunset. He was either on the verge of crying, or he was doing a very good imitation.))

Play/stop Save as

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
OK finnnnnnne. -walks off- -gives you a teddy bear- ((Look at me. Pretending I wasn't freaked out. ))


Mmkay? It's four in the morning. Go to sleep, Nich.


...And make sure you wake up tomorrow.


The Unforgiven says:
i don wanna sleep

The Unforgiven says:
i am crying myself to sleep while reading yaoi

The Unforgiven says:
yaoi is nice

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Yeah, I think we both know that

The Unforgiven says:
helps me feed my once happy fantasies

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
-sigh-...

i see.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
But I for one think sleep will help you feed your body. It's bound to be aching tired by now.

The Unforgiven says:
no

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
...Is it me or does sympathy travel so weakly across MSN...?

I wish I was there.

The Unforgiven says:
i don feel tired at all

The Unforgiven says:
juz restless

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
okie-dokie then.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
-smashes computer in fustration-


SHIT.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
I have to go bathe. And change. And go out for a happy-celebration lunch.

The Unforgiven says:
what??

The Unforgiven says:
the

The Unforgiven says:
i thought u juz had breakfast?

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Life, why must you kick me in the toe? argh.


Nicholas, I'll come online later. Who else could keep you in line?

Yeah breakfast but I have to drive and pick up people and yeah takes a few hours.

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
Sorry ):

Look, I'm really hoping you don't do anything...rash, OK? Becaue you're my friend? You know what a friend is, right?

The Unforgiven says:
no one needs to keep me in line

The Unforgiven says:
i am gonna tell him i like him on Xmas

The Unforgiven says:
and if he hates me I am gonna jump

Chris; [ Why should I worry? (: ] says:
good boy. At least you're brave


See you.



Whether in heaven or hell or here.

-

And I will see him again, you can mark my fucking words. -shakes fist at the heavens-

I will.

Posted on: Thursday, October 16, 2008
Posted at: 9:13 PM
Like, has totally returned from retirement.

Is having a great time in NZ.

Is also wanting to say, omg, Nicholas, reply my post? D:

Also.


Saosin is pretty cool.

And so is Mr Kenny, our teacher.

Classes are divided like so:

Block one; -> regular lessonnnns. Aka hangman and talking about stuff. xD

Block two; -> Techonology! It's like, you PICK what ye wanna do for that hour and YOU DO IT! I picked visual artsss.

Block three; -> regular lessonss, like talking about your passions and having the teacher read you stuff.


Like totally shoik man.

Also I made friends with this Pakistani girl called Jannet. Also a few more becuz I attracted them with my kewl powers of art.

Now, I'm not boasting. If possible, I would prefer to make friends because of my charm and personality, but frankly, I was getting impatient. So I used my arty-farty skillz.

I can remember a few names of my classmates.

Sophie, Libby, Sam (Samantha, the personal-bubble invader), Britney (the girl who looks 13), Jannet (the friendly Pakistani), Hannah Bainsomething, Ebony, Genea, Nakisha.

A few boys too, including this Korean one whom I think is funny :D Hehe I like him. His name is Gi.

Also Matthew (who sounds like a girl srsly), and Andrew and blah and Aiden and blahblahblahblah.

Also parents in the room who are making a big noise so yucky D:

Also the chorus of YNA is so awesome, so catchy.

It is MY trademark now; it is mine.

...

Yes.

Posted on: Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Posted at: 9:29 PM
New Project:

The Lion King (Simba/Nala) - Lucky by Jason Mraz, the legend.

Like totally has a Trojan and is feeling stupid about it and thus will retire from the Internet. Tempoarily.

New meme to be done: (nicked from esthie yes you guessed it)

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (totally does not know.)

[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (omg? I am beauty in itself! :D )

[ ]I have many scars. (err no.)

[ ] I tan easily. (-shrug-)

[ ]I wish my hair was a different color. (omg no? Raven black ftw!)

[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

[ ] I have a tattoo.

[x]I am self-conscious about my appearance. (sad to say, I used to be...)

[ ] I have / I've had braces.

[ ] I wear glasses.

[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (err yes when I was five?! xD )

[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.

[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.

[ ] I have freckles.

[ ] I hate my dad.

[ ] I hate my mom.

[ ] I have a brother.

[ ] I have a sister. (no D: )

[x] I've sworn at my parents. (err sworn with I think, but sometimes at. Shit, damn, crap, only those. )

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.

[x] My biological parents are together.

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

[ ] I want to have kids someday.

[ ] I've had children.

[ ] I've lost a child.

[x] I'm in school.

[ ] I have a job.

[ ] I've fallen asleep at work / school.

[x] I almost always do my homework. (well, according to my definition of always...;D )

[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (Pneumonia. Nuff' said. )

[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year. (no! :D )

[ ] I've stolen something from my job.

[ ] I've been fired.

[ ] I've slipped out an 'lol' in a spoken conversation.

[x] Disney movies still make me cry.

[x] I've peed from laughing.

[x] I've snorted while laughing.

[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.

[ ] I've glued my hand to something.

[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (well skirt actually. In school. )

[ ] I was born with a disease / impairment.

[ ] I've gotten stitches / staples.

[ ] I've broken a bone.

[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.

[ ]I've sat in a doctor's office / emergency room with a friend.

[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.

[ ] I had a serious surgery.

[x] I've had chicken pox.

[x] I was born in a different country. (Singapore)

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.

[x] I've been on a plane.

[ ] I've been to Canada.

[ ] I've been to Mexico.

[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.

[ ]I've been to Japan.

[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. (no, but now that I think about it, I should.)

[ ] I've been to Africa.

[ ] I've seen a shooting star. (but I will!)

[ ] I've wished on a shooting star (again, I will)

[ ] I've seen a meteor shower. (er no)

[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (heavens NO)

[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (I probably will one day xD)

[ ] I've been to a casino.

[ ] I've been skydiving.

[ ] I've went skinny dipping. (wha-?)

[ ] I've played spin the bottle. (erk.)

[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (o.o)

[ ] I've crashed a car.

[ ] I've been skiing.

[x] I've been in a play. (Swan lake)

[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.

[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.

[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.

[ ] I've played chicken.

[x] I've ridden in a taxi. (Gawd who hasn't?)

[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[x] I've eaten sushi. (yum)

[ ] I've been snowboarding.

[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.

[x] I miss someone right now.

[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.

[ ] I've gotten divorced.

[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (so does my friend Nicholas...)

[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.

[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. ( hmm maybe Jamie )

[ ] I'm bi. (err no i don't think so )

[ ] I'm gay. (noway! guys are too hawt to give up on )

[ ] I've had sex.

[ ] I've had phone sex. ( HAHA )

[ ] I've cybered. (err.... ..... not yet? ;D )

[ ] I've had sex in public.

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.

[x] I am a cuddler.

[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.

[x] I've hugged a stranger. ( accidentally, thought she was my mom xD )

[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.

[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (promised myself i'd never even THINK about getting married...But...as we all know...)

[ ] I've snuck out of my house.

[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world. (mmm. from the world, yes. from a handful of my closest friends? no. )

[x] I've cheated while playing a game.

[x] I've cheated on a test.

[ ] I've run a red light.

[ ] I've been suspended from school.

[ ] I've witnessed a crime.

[ ] I've been in a fist fight.

[ ] I've been arrested.

[x] I've consumed alcohol. (it tastes like chicken)

[ ] I regularly drink.

[ ] I've passed out from drinking.

[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

[ ] I've smoked weed.

[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.

[ ] I've eaten shrooms.

[ ] I've popped E.

[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.

[ ] I've done hard drugs.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.

[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.

[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (err no? i look for someone to lend a shoulder )

[ ] I take anti-depressants.

[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.

[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.

[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose. (but Nich has, or so i'm told.... .....poor thing.)

[ ] I've woken up crying.

[ ] I'm afraid of dying. (as one famous person once said: 'I don't fear death. Life is playful and death is a peaceful resting time. It's the transition that's irritating.' )

[x] I hate funerals.

[ ] I've seen someone dying.

[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. (well, he did once write all his goodbye letters...)

[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. ( GOD FORBID)

[ ] I've planned my own suicide. (GOD FORBID THAT TOO)

[ ] I've attempted suicide. (And...um...yes...GOD FORBIDDDDDDDD)

[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. (?)

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. (ERRGH NO)

[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (my handphone)

[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.

[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.

[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.

[x] I know what cosplay means.

[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.

[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.

[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I own something from The Gap.

[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.

[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

[ ] I can sing well. (Not well enough)

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

[x] I open up to others easily.

[x] I watch the news. (occasionally)

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.

[x] I curse regularly. (eh...heh heh heh...)

[x] I sing in the shower.

[ ] I am a morning person.

[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.

[x] I'm a snob about grammar.

[ ] I am a sports fanatic.

[x] I twirl my hair.

[ ] I have 'x's in my screen name. (yuck NO)

[ ] I love being neat.

[ ] I love spam. (FUCK NO HATEHATEHATE SPAM)

[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.

[ ] I bake well.

[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.

[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.

[ ] I like Martha Stewart.

[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.

[x] I am in love with love. ()

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (NONONONONOGODFORBID)

[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (who else would? xD)

[ ] I eat fast food weekly. (used to, after my taekwondo lessons but not now)

[ ] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.

[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[ ] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I love white chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.

[ ] I play video games.

[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.

[ ] I'm good at remembering names.

[ ] I'm good at remembering dates. (not good at remembering anything... xD )

[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (is that a bad thing? o.o )

[x] I loath labels. (YESYES DIE YOU SK8ERS AND EMOS AND PREPS DIE DIE DIE)

[ ] I like action movies.

[ ] I like horror movies.

[ ] I like chick flicks.

[ ] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.

[ ] I can't spell.

[x] I treasure my friends.

[x] I think of others before myself. (occasionally.)



&&I don't know why,
I see blondes,
but I love the darkhaired;<-

Posted on: Sunday, October 12, 2008
Posted at: 5:38 PM
Okay, I have watched enough BM videos to be almost crying now.

I am going to school tomorrow.

I am trying to block out all the yucky thoughts that are coming into my head.

Wish me luck.

Posted on: Saturday, October 11, 2008
Posted at: 11:40 PM
I will make it.

I will not drown.

I will keep swimming.

I must, for if I don't, I will not have anybody to float be back up.

-

'just keep swimming, just keep swimming, la la la~'

Posted on:
Posted at: 11:30 PM
I'm going to school the day after tomorrow.

I am so scared.

I need some hugs. Please.

Posted on:
Posted at: 11:23 PM
I am fucking angry right now.

You drag me to your 'Church', for some reason I cannot fathom. Maybe it's because our friend goes there. What's worse, you drag my atheist father along, like a toy. The one thing I cannot stand are evangelists.

You disregard my pleas every time I protest, patronizing me. You slap my cheek away, you frown. Why? All I ask is why. And I ask why you ignore me. Perhaps you don't know why you are even going there.

Well, I put my foot down. I don't want to go there.

And believe me, I will voice my protest.

Posted on: Friday, October 10, 2008
Posted at: 12:48 PM
Okay, I take it back.

I am fucking confused. What is with Fanfiction.net? Honestly. You make it so hard to navigate. I am lost in the bowels of your systems. In layman's terms:

HOW DO YOU FUCKING UPLOAD A CHAPTER?

If anyone knows the answer please please pleaseee. Tell meeee.

Because I've already finished the first chapter. C:

Posted on: Sunday, October 5, 2008
Posted at: 5:14 PM
I got the Opal Deception! :D

For only eight bucks! In fact, it was so dirt cheap that I bought the first book too!

Unfortunately it is also dirt ugly but aiyah you can't have your gigolo and fuck him too.

Oh...wait...

AIYAH NEVERMIND.

In any case, I have almost finished the first chapter of my new Artemis Fowl fanfiction! Now all I have to do is set up a base-plot and let my soon-to-be reviewers make up the rest of the story for me. Oh, goodie.

In any case, the story is called Artemis Fowl:Operation Opal.

Summary: The objective was to capture Koboi. But as with every typical Fowlesque adventure, things go awry, relationships are put to the test, and plans get horribly dangerous. Plus it doesn't help that Artemis' hormones haven't exactly gone away yet. Post TimeParadox. A/H, and don't worry, Minerva gets somebody too. Reviews are loved, adored, craved. Rating may change.

Oooh I am such a good storyteller. I might even be related to Eoin Colfer! :D

Anyway cannot wait to get Internet and when I do I am going to go on a movie making spree.

To-do lists, priorities on top:

Get Internet (God cannot stress this enough)

Upload Collab (So so so sorry for the wait Blue!)

Get MSN! (My friends need to feel my omnipresent presence)

Upload Fanfic! (REVIEWERS HOLD YOUR BREATH)

Go on Movie Making spree (Watch out, civilians - Keyinei is on the loose!)

When opportunities arise, these are the TOP priorities:

Get Spirit:SoTC (Huimei's parents won't allow her to send to me boo hoo )

Get The Lion King 1 & 2 (Good Qualityyyy.)



Anyway that is it yeah. Also I have another AF Fanfiction but this hasn't been started on yet:

Forever Entwined.

Summary coming soon~



Posted on: Thursday, October 2, 2008
Posted at: 10:18 PM

The Primrose Path

“She’s pretty, isn’t she?”
“Extremely.”

And young, quick and arrogant. But golden curls seemed tarnished beside an auburn crew-cut; and arrogance was cold against a heart as warm as its owner was fiery. There was no comparison - and he would gladly follow Polonius’ advice: ‘To thine own elf be true.’


God bless you, Ilex.

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The firsts always go away.

First steps,

first hug,

first kiss,

first love.

You have to make new ones.

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Soooo went to see seals today! Bloody fun. And exhausting.


And I am going to shut up now because I am exhausted


Posted on: Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Posted at: 6:07 PM
Estherminate.

Ha. Nice one, cousin. Very nice.

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Today was interesting. I finally got started on the collab that me and Blue were supposed to do. Went down to Wellington City, bought some damn chio sunglasses, and saw a guy dressed in a gorilla suit.

Read that sentence again. I'll wait.

yep, I saw this guy dressed in a gorilla suit walk past our bus.

'Well,' I said. 'That's something you don't see everyday.'

I'm going to like this city, I think.