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Posted on: Wednesday, November 12, 2008
In my defense?Posted at: 4:39 PM Once you said you'd stick to it 'til the end I guess you lied, they call it suicide Now you're gone, what was so wrong that you couldn't find a way to carry on? Second guess Did I do my best? There was a friend I had... Johnny was a weirdo So what did you expect? I ain't no fucking hero I'm just trying to survive myself I should have known you went through it alone I wonder why did you even try? You could have come to me I would have helped you see You could have found a way to carry on Second guess Did I do my best? There was a friend I had... Johnny was a weirdo So what did you expect? I ain't no fucking hero I'm just trying to survive myself Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off, they say But I ain't no fucking savior I'm just living day by day Little things, little lives Hanging 'til the end I say it don't really mean nothing Telling truth, telling lies I used to have a friend I say it don't really mean nothing And I can't let this feeling go Let this feeling go Let this feeling go Let this, let it go Once you said you'd stick to it 'til the end I guess you lied, they call it suicide Now you're gone, what was so wrong that you couldn't find a way to carry on? Second guess Did I do my best? There was a friend I had... Johnny was a weirdo So what did you expect? I ain't no fucking hero I'm just trying to survive myself Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off, they say But I ain't no fucking savior I'm just living day by day - What Happened to You? - I don't know what's with today, but the songs just seem to call out to me...And I hope they never progress to that level. - OK time to stop being emo. He'll survive no doubt about it and anyway I won't let him jump. Never. Neverrrrrr. But in good news, I finished my belated vid! Yay. Ate up a lot of my bandwidth. Not so yay. Found more awesome songs by The Offspring. Yay. Sick. Not yay. Took two days off school. Yay. Going back to school. Not-so-Yay. Got this month's 10 gig bandwidth. Yay. Not knowing what to do with my seemingly useless life. Not yay. - Ho ho ho. It would seem like I have some video ideas again! Zira - Scars (Papa Roach) Outlanders - Kill The President (The Offspring) Emo-ish Animash - It'll be a Long Time (The Offspring) Smash - Balto (The Offspring) gah exceeded my bandwidth by about 50 Mb. Oh noes. - Hey, world? Look at the crowd and tell me whether All are surrounded But none are together If you're awake, look all around At all of the people Still you're So alone So alone So alone So alone If I could, I'd make a suggestion Without sounding preachy Or begging the question Melt with your minds Melt with each other Don't be surrounded, don't be So alone So alone So alone So alone (Kill! Fuck off! Hey! Die!) - Smash, smash, smash. Head over heels I've fit in before Now I don't wanna do it no more I've held it all in with blood on my face Built it up man so bad you can taste I don't slag no one I don't even judge Don't give a shit 'cause I'm not gonna budge I just want to be who I want to be Guess that's hard for others to see [Chorus] I'm not a trendy asshole I do what I want I do what I feel like I'm not a trendy asshole Don't give a fuck If it's good enough for you 'Cause I am alive Smash is the way you feel all alone Like an outcast you're out on your own Smash is the way you deal with your life Like an outcast you're smashing your strife Head over heels I've fit in before Now I don't want to do it no more I just want to be who I want to be Guess that's hard for others to see (Balto?) - And now I'd like to end with my meaning of life. On the way
Trying to get where I'd like to say I'm always feeling steered away By someone trying to tell me What to say and do I don't want it I gotta go find my own way I gotta go make my own mistakes Sorry man for feeling Feeling the way I do [Chorus:] Oh yeah, oh yeah Open wide and they'll shove in their meaning of life Oh yeah, oh yeah But not for me I'll do it on my own Oh yeah, oh yeah Open wide and swallow their meaning of life I can't make it work your way Thanks but no thanks By the way I know your path has been tried and so It may seem like the way to go Me, I'd rather be found Trying something new And the bottom line In all of this seems to say There's no right and wrong way Sorry if I don't feel like Living the way you do |
