lord of song
(and maybe there's a god above

but all i ever learned from love

was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you)




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Posted on: Thursday, January 22, 2009
Posted at: 9:08 PM
"Because you just know he's out there,

Because it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Because nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

So there's gotta be somebody for me out there."


I like this song because it says out there. Not necessarily ... well, in the place you're currently searching. Expand your repertoire and your land, my friend, don't be too picky when you're searching for love.


"Nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there."


--•♥

BIRRRTHHHDHHHAYYY!

On the twenty-first of January 2008, I turned twelve. So, to celebrate a DOZEN friggin awesome years on this hellhole/heaven of a planet, we went to watch Bolt.

Fifty fucking dollars, the tickets were...

...But it was so worth it.

John Travolta was amazing as Bolt. I lol'd when Mittens was all asking about his favorite superpower and he goes, 'That's classified -_-"' , and Mittens attempts to bash him with a baseball bat and weaken him with teh STYROFOAM OF DOOM.

Oh, and did I tell you Mittens is an ah long?

Seriously lah! Don't act like it's new news. Did you see how she acted towards those pigeons? xDD I seriously love Mittens. Love love love her.

And I also love the MittensxBolt pairing. I mean, I can almost see it in canon, the canine and feline cuddling in a very Scamp x Angel manner, and the camera switching to the full moon, exactly the way it went in LaTT2.

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OK, I'm dreading school.

More like dreading the start of school. I know the start is not going to be at all dreadful, but I dread it nonetheless.

Why? NZ schools are so much better. Ah, but the gaping differences make it somewhat uncomfortable. The seemingly large lack of cheenas, the timetable, the place in general, the attitude, and, of course, let's remind ourselves that this is Christie here. She is a natural repellent, a human magnet with only and always the similar pole.

I epicly fail at successful human interaction, more so than learning Chinese.

Oh well.

I'll just be true to myself.

And whatever goes wrong with that formula, couldn't have possibly gone right anyway.



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I -just- finished Momento Mori and... And I really do love it.

The ending was just so...I knew it wouldn't end with a hug and a kiss and an 'I love you' from the both of them, but still...It's like a beautiful, open ended question.

And you know how much I indulge myself creating an answer to these questions, even if they are questions that exist practically not to be answered. You know how I feel compelled to make up a happy ending for these tales, it's involuntary.

Plus I liked the fact that Lawliet was the author. I was completely blindsided by that, and I loved it.

And as for the healing process that inevitably will happen (and I say so so it will be), and the outcome...

I can imagine it already, years later, a healed, changed Raito...But not changed too much. Of course.

And as they contemplate this neverending dilemma all over again on the bed, they both muse aloud: was it the right thing to do? What is right, anyway? What is wrong? Even if our motives were correct, so to speak, were our actions enough to validate it?

They knew, as John had known, that it would not do to ponder that question for too long, because there was no answer.


For now, they both thought, I'll just sleep.