lol NOT AS PLANNED. xDD Pen-self stabbing! It's the new fad.


KamiKamiKami.
I just watched the ending of DN. Surprisingly, I was drawn to the music score (NOT supposed to happen in animes, but it happened), and surprisingly, the orchestra seemed to have taken on a very Hans Zimmer feel...


I am impressed by the epicwin.




WHERE DO THE HANDCUFFS COME IN! D: WHERE'S THE KINKINESS?


nahjk. xD


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ok, I intend to clarify my poem here, now.

What I meant was... well, I don't know what I meant.

it's not a poem.

okay?

it just.. is.

it jumps, from Raito's initial goals, to meeting Ryuuzaki. [SHOWDOWN] And from there very suddenly to what Raito realized he'd met - lover and hater, instigator, integrator, everything inbetween. The transition is fast because, well, the realization was sudden. Yeah.

short, one line influence from Paramore's song, Crushcrushcrush. And, if you're a bookgeek like me, Eoin Colfer ref. (TimeParadox, Dr. Kronski in the chapter where Artemis goes all 'harharCHECKMATE' on him.)

a few lines on the battle, the dance, the competition.

as for the 'liar' bit... let's just say this explains all.

'I can never fall. I'm justice.'

pfft yeah right L.

And Raito - you idiot. Said panda already told you he's a pathological liar in ep.25 for Pete's sake.
But you just couldn't take him seriously, could you?
Hurt too much.

But I digress. (again! xD)

(shit, I should add a line about betrayal in there...but it just wouldn't fit! D: nvm then.)



I know.

Christie does not like songs, fics, or anything else with the romantic, love theme: "I can't live without you."

or, "You're my other half." (blahhhh hated TLK2 for that reason)

Similar things too.

Christie just finds them RETARDED.

But, in the poem, while for a split second it crossed my mind, I left it in because when I said 'without the other, both were as good as dead,' I meant that without Lucifer, Yaweh would be nothing.

Without Heaven, its business rival Hell would've never flourished.


If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

I didn't mean it in their persons.

although...perhaps just very slightly.

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
about this supposed crime.

(GODDARNIT SOMEONE DO A MALE COVER OF THIS SONG SO I CAN MAKE IT RxL)






&- let's face it.

when L thought Raito 'abandoned' him, he died.

when Raito thought L 'rejected' him, he died.

gunshots couldn't have possibly felt worse.

& for L, in the words of Miss Deathwish, 'i sometimes knock on my own chest, and it feels hollow. and then i wonder if they were kidding when they said the heart is a necessary organ, because there is no doubt that mine is too broken to work, and i`m still here.'

'it was admirable, pathetically, while it lasted.

but when L died, only one glance he casted.

for while he loved, Raito could not bear,

to give something he could not share.'

I KNOW, THE CLICHEY-SOUNDINGNESS OF IT ALL. Don't kill me D:


once I stated the secret, that's when the two start to learn it as well.

of course by then they're both dead.

here i kinda rip off the concept from MindGames/ChroniclesoftheDeceased.

And the last line...

... was a complete and total accident.

oh, but I loved it so much.



like blossoming into winter air, he's never felt more out of breath.


,RIGHT,FUCKING,HERE. ღ