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Posted on: Sunday, February 22, 2009
you're my idol until I meet you.Posted at: 9:22 PM both in battle and in person. you're my ideals until I become myself. we're all against each other, aren't we? us humans. it's who we are. you take a belief and twist it, into 6.4 billion different versions. well, I believe in true altruism. we're all of different opinions, of this kind of justice and that kind of equality. it's never right or wrong, even who you thought was the darkest shade of white is in truth the palest shade of black. it's all grey. and I found all that amusingly, disconcertingly fitting, looking into that face of his. black hair. white skin. black eyes. and an 'apparently' white soul, justice he says he is. well if the eyes are a window into the soul, why do the colors contradict? lack of colors, rather, for you're a monochromatic machine that has helped my cause, but now I'm here, 'idol', and I'll tear you down to replace you. I like to believe you're scared of Me. but you can't be. because when you no longer have hope, ryuuzaki, the fear evaporates. that much I do know. so why do you smile and say that justice will prevail? why do you say that this could be? why do you not fall when you breathe your last breath? why? suddenly my nice, crisp black-and-whites crash and swirl into a disorienting blend of grey. but I can't make sense of it, and i've killed the only one who can help me through the fog. --- (( I don't like this one D: Except for the middle and ending bits. blarrrg. Must focus on romance more. Any other topic or sub-topic, and I produce a load of crap. - Have none of you considered the fact that Raito could've, at one point, looked up to the world's 3 greatest detectives? )) (EDIT; I changed my mind. I like this alot. So much so that I feel it's DA worthy. What do you think, Kittens? (: ) |