lord of song
(and maybe there's a god above

but all i ever learned from love

was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you)




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Posted on: Saturday, March 14, 2009
Posted at: 2:25 PM
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I read through my older posts.

It makes me want to go hide under a rock now. >:



I wrote such things that I wouldn't now.

And worse...

I realize how out of touch with reality I am now.


my blog used to be what it was - an ONLINE DIARY.


I wrote what happened.


now, I fantasize and rant over imaginary couples in my posts.

I'm sorry, but I believe I've floated so high, I'm beyond the heavens already. If you want to pull this balloon back down, you'll first need to find the string, and frankly, a part of me wishes you won't.



HEY.


I NEED A FRIEND.


YES, I'M LONELY. I'LL ADMIT IT. I'LL FUCKING ADMIT IT.



SO BE HERE ALREADY. GOD PLEASE.