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Posted on: Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Posted at: 8:46 PM I fucking love you. I would die for you. Because you don't deserve to die for me. I think you love me, and I'm not sure about that. about what you should do. For a moment there I started to have hope again, that I could somehow let you die happy. Somehow let you die without the knowledge that the little girl who had everything - your little girl who had everything - became the little girl that threw everything away. And now I'm left without hope again. I love you. But I don't think that's enough. please, please have hope in me. and please, please either learn to drop that hope before you drop dead, or ignore me, or pray to the heavens above that someone, anyone please help me. i want to make you happy but hope is so much harder to find than the three words i've hardly ever said to you. I'm sorry. |
