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WELL WELL WELL.
Looks like SOMETHING is taking on the air of Memento Mori, isn't it?
God, sometimes I wonder why I even blog about this. I make ten thousand and one references a day to authors, stories, songs, personal experiences, quotes, nobody even gets it. I bet you, yes you there, you read through what I write and haven't got a clue or just think 'she's rambled on about this enough already! crazy obsessed fangirl,' or go 'huh?'

well, I suppose that's to be expected, since the way I behave here is as if I talk to myself. Or a fellow fangirl who shares all the same obsessions, wow.


Anyway, myself, apparently there's been a new plot twist in CoD!

If I had been paying real close attention and making predictions and most of all making connections, (*retarded grin*), I might've seen this coming. But noooooooo so I was quite blindsided by this, if I do say so myself.

L was going to forever regret this, but –

can you guess what comes next? [and skip this if you don't want to spoil the story]

“There is one way you can save yourself, but there is no room for negotiations. Do you understand me?”

still? go on, guess.
place a bet.

Raito looked at L, perplexed beyond a doubt.

WELLLL?

“I could put you to use,” L said, the words flowing out of him with frightening ease. “Intelligence never excuses bad behavior, but this is the not the first time I’ve hired those with a background.”

Raito stared at him, dumbfounded.

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MEMENTO MORI INDEEDY. 8D NO?

I thought, briefly, that it was OOC:
I mean it actually depends, though.
It's never clear-cut in the manga nor anime whether L is truly a saint or is he only driven by interest? Does he have a sense of justice and if so, how much does that fuel him? Or does he just go cherry-picking challenges, and...?

In Memento Mori I kind of get the air that L hasn't got that much a sense of justice at all. And that's fine. I like both sides of him, the side which is fuelled by his sense of righteousness and the side that just wants to enjoy himself. However in CoD it's blatantly obvious that he's going by his justice sensor here.





oh, fuck, who am I to complain about OOCness when nobody has even seen L like this in canon, and I myself have never experienced desperation that blossomed from love?

I suppose, if you were to put the guy in such a situation, you'd immediately be shielded from claims of 'hey that's so out of character,' because what would they know?

Yeah.
I'm so happy right now. :'D













...And at the same time I'm royally pissed grrrr

I lost my pencil lead (WHICH COSTED A FUCKING SEVEN DOLLARS BECAUSE NZ HAS FUCKTARDED PRICES DAMNIT), and I know it's around here somewhere, possibly in school but gawwwwwwwd I'm so not in the mood for this damn damn damn


Also because I've got a fucky art block. It's not that I can't draw anything, but I haven't drawn anything in such a long time which gives me that fuzzy feeling. Nothing I've been proud of. Nothing I love. And as a result I just stare at my drawing, no matter how good others claim it is, scrunch it up in a ball and throw it away because I suck like that.


*sigh* damn...


Oh by the way I'm listening to my Billy Joel CD. I love that guy now. Pure gold. Did you know he voiced Dodger in Oliver & Company? :3





















psssst everyone go 'awww'. -holds up Audience Cue card-

“...I am too tired to care anymore. I simply want to go home and take him with me.”

:'D






You know, you're probably sick of all this by now. Yes you are. You're wondering, looking at me in disgust, going, 'what the fuck,' man. And I'm laughing in your face and going, nobody asks you to read this!

There was a long, painful period in my life where I wished for a friend, really close, closer than any friend I have now, and while I love them, I still wish for more...

but I look around and find that my best friend would have to be exactly like me, and I go, oh, what the hell. More insanity for moi. ♥

[If love's a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen (I will listen)]