lord of song
(and maybe there's a god above

but all i ever learned from love

was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you)




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Posted on: Friday, August 28, 2009
Posted at: 9:14 PM
i've been listening to [j a z z];

Or maybe, maybe, the whole reason my day was just so good today and the reason my mood never was dampened once, even though the wheather was damp and dreary and did not deserve to be in the presence of my good mood but I was happy anyway, like 'In your face, gloomy day!,' was because...

...was because that morning was just the most radical thing ever.

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'...What?
...I didn't think you were serious...I mean the air fare...It's so...so expensive...'

'I know, I've worried about that too...but we'll make the money back somehow. I just feel like I need to go back there, you know? It's been a year. 'Maybe there we'll get back the energy to last us another one or two years.'

This was exactly how I was feeling.

'...This is so terribly overwhelming and sudden.'

'And anyway, I've already booked the tickets.'

'Damn that's fast!'

'Yeah, it's really convenient now. So you'll be leaving slightly before your term holiday starts, and return slightly after it ends.'

I could not believe this. 'Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!'

'What do you want to do when we get there?'

I rapped my knuckles silently against the window pane, watching the New Zealand scenery streak by. '...Sushi. I haven't had sushi since we came to New Zealand. I miss it.'

'Oh, yeah. You better write all this down, what we want to do when we get back.'

'I will.'





I can feel the seeds of anticipation and thrill germinating deep down in my gut.

September holidays are a long way off but I swear to god the wait is half the agonizing, stomach-churning fun.

I take a deep breath and finally grasp this reality.

I am returning back to the land of the living.

...I just remembered. I'm going to need some sexy clothes for the occasion.